Mohd Sham Saiman Place » My Family http://www.mohdshamsaiman.net/blog Average and Simple Thu, 02 Feb 2012 18:05:04 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 1983 – Part 2 0f 9 – First Schizophrenia Attack! http://www.mohdshamsaiman.net/blog/2007/04/01/1983-part-2-0f-9-first-schizophrenia-attack/ http://www.mohdshamsaiman.net/blog/2007/04/01/1983-part-2-0f-9-first-schizophrenia-attack/#comments Sun, 01 Apr 2007 14:51:13 +0000 Mohd Sham Saiman http://www.mohdshamsaiman.net/blog/2007/04/01/1983-part-2-0f-9-first-schizophrenia-attack/ Salam sejahtera.

When i was in form three at SM La Salle Tanjung Aru Kota Kinabalu, i can still remember the last period in my classroom when suddenly i’m in a ‘strange place’.. i kept asking myself “where am i” several times. I felt so confused and i looked around the classroom, there’s several other students [...]]]> Salam sejahtera.

When i was in form three at SM La Salle Tanjung Aru Kota Kinabalu, i can still remember the last period in my classroom when suddenly i’m in a ‘strange place’.. i kept asking myself “where am i” several times. I felt so confused and i looked around the classroom, there’s several other students listening the teacher while i’m confused and started to feel afraid.

Why am i afraid, i’m sure you know why. Because i felt that all the sudden i’m feeling not as i was before 15 minutes ago.

The ‘strange’ feeling last about 30 minutes and after that.. when i got home, i felt sick and i’m absent from school almost 2 weeks. During that time there was a political conflict in Sabah. And worst to come is it’s nearly a ‘war’ between two different religions. I don’t want to write it down here in details because i don’t want to remember it. I hate it!

So.. the whole two weeks was so hard for me because i’m entering a ‘new strange world’. People who had been there know what i mean. It’s very hard to explain exactly in words what i’ve felt. It lasted two weeks only and after that, i’ve experienced it over and over every year, especially nearly end of each year. Imagined what kind of an experienced that be. I hate it!

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The Anxiety Disorder Effect
Things you may, will or could experience while dealing with Anxiety Disorders.

Here are some of my experiences.

You are not alone!
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… to be continue

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Youtube Video: Tears In Heaven

Here’s the lyrics:

by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong And carry on, ‘Cause I know I don’t belong Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven? Would you help me [...]]]> Salam sejahtera.

My belated mother - 1942-2000. Oh how i miss you very much

Youtube Video: Tears In Heaven

Here’s the lyrics:

by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I’ll find my way
Through night and day,
‘Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There’s peace I’m sure,
And I know there’ll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven.

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Listened by your heart, not by your ears.

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Below is my video playing piano as well but not as good as the above.. LOL

WPvideo 1.10 Me, Bro and my two daughters This video taken in 2004, awaken. I’m playing a simple Yamaha keyboard while my brother sit next to his iSight, my two daughters [...]]]> Salam sejahtera.

Listened by your heart, not by your ears.

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the piano
the piano
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Below is my video playing piano as well but not as good as the above.. LOL

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Me, Bro and my two daughters
This video taken in 2004, awaken. I’m playing a simple Yamaha keyboard while my brother sit next to his iSight, my two daughters Mimi and Wawa… hmmm hear it for yourself. There’s a little error while playing the keyboard, but what the hack! Fun is important
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Enjoy while you cannot!

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You know in Malaysia when young couples celebrate this Valentine’s Day, normally they used to date in a special place where they can chat, talk and share a beautiful moments in their life. No doubt about it but some of them might end up being caught by the Majlis Agama ‘delegates’ [...]]]> Salam sejahtera.


You know in Malaysia when young couples celebrate this Valentine’s Day, normally they used to date in a special place where they can chat, talk and share a beautiful moments in their life. No doubt about it but some of them might end up being caught by the Majlis Agama ‘delegates’ for their act that is ‘out of rules’, and they should be ashamed of themselves, better get married then doing “exciting and uncontrolled temptations stuff” in younger days, but some old couples even do such a thing too! Damn old bitch!! In Malaysia, muslim couples that is so much in love but not yet married (the’re not supposed to do things wrongly. But you know, sometimes love can make you dumber and usually girls are easily persuaded to pay homage to their monkey love baby! Boys are ‘unharm and undetected’ compared to girls after being F*#$k. If that couples were a loving husband and wife, now that’s so profound moments together. Let the LOVE be stronger everyday between you and your wife/husband until we then meet again in our ‘true home’ after this world. Celebrate the valentine’s each seconds and everyday of your LIFE with your loved ones!

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